Life

Looking back on my life, I wasn't much of a fool

Just trying to live my life and just trying to pass school

Now times are different and I have to make a new start

The friends I used to know are slowly wondering apart

Now theres pain in hole where everyone used to be

Finding someone who I can be trust but no one could see that

Felt like quitting and I didn't want to move on

Now i'm wondering to myself why is life so long

I don't care how many times I have fell because I have to get back up

I may be slow at everything but I've had enough

Life is rough and don't think I don't know that

These are my dreams and I am going to hold onto it

Doesn't matter if I get broken

Doesn't matter if I get shattered

Just sticking to what I believe in and hope everything will be alright

No Regrets

DJ Long

Last breath

Some alone time made me think about my future. What do I want to become? How will my future play out? Will I fall in darkness alone? Will I still be surrounded by everything that is close to me when I draw my last breath?
Maybe its just some time alone makes me bored and makes me think about all the possibilities I have. I have come to a conclusion and pretty much what went through my head is below the picture. Living a memorable and worthwhile life and on the drawing of my last breath, remember not the missed opportunities but reminisce on the times my hand brushed the sky.




I may not be good at English or writing poems but this is something I though is pretty good compared to everything else I have written...

We are born to only face death any minute. There is no information that substantiates there will be an afterlife waiting for us and there is nothing that proves we simply rot away and fade away like the memories of mortality. Death is inevitable. To keep us occupied from thinking such a cold thought, we work long hours in jobs we may not have a passion for so we can purchase nice items to compensate for our mortality. Something to make our life seem more enjoyable whilst at the same time, burying the unwanted thoughs deep down inside our hearts. As we draw our last breath, we will look back and think about the missed opportunities in our life and what we could of done if we lived to our full potential or accomplish something really worthwhile. Why lie to ourselves and say we have seized all opportunities that have drifted past us? Why don't we just take full control of our lives and unlock our full potential. Aiming high and reaching for the stars, isn't that what we really want to remember when we take our last breath?


No Regrets
DJ Long

Loss of time

Holding onto the past is like,
Trying to hold onto water your with hands.
No matter how hard you try,

It will slip through your grasp.

I feel as though there is not enough time for anything now. Time is being spent on going to lectures, studying, doing assignments, going to shops, cooking, cleaning up, laundry, gyming, prelecture reading, reading supplementary materials, going to swim for toning and sleeping. There is never enough time to do anything. Maybe its better for me to be away from Melbourne since I would never have the time needed to spend with friends or anyone in particular.

I guess once in a while is okay to sacrifice sleep. If anyone has yet to hear what happened Friday, well here's the story:

1. Went clubbing till 4:30am (Had 2 red Bulls...)
2. Maccas Run
3. Went to swim in the pool at 5am (Couldn't sleep with the red bulls still pumping)
4. Attempted to study at 7 (Epic Fail, mind was fatigued but body was on overdrive)
5. Went to outdoor waves pool in Darwin from 10am-6:30pm
6. Had dinner at 8pm
7. Went to watch movie but audio was down so Table tennis took over
8. Finished up at 1pm
9. Finally Slept at 2

It may seem like I'm pretty busy with my social life, but I guess that's what happens when you are mentally fatigued, haha. Won't be doing that anytime soon. Btw clubbing isnt that great lol

Hopefully I will have more posted up in the near future.
See you next time

No Regrets
DJ Long

Adventure - Day 1

Does everyone remember Russel Peteres and his joke about when you land on India and you will be blasted with the smell. Well I had something like that. I wasn’t blasted form the smell, I was blasted by the heat and humidity. I was choking from the humidity...it is crazy. How will I survive 4 years? Hopefully I will be back in 1 year because I know I won't survive 4 years in this heat with nothing but fast food everyday for food. That’s when a brain wave hit me...I will buy a rice cooker and cook my own foods!! It was the best plan ever but then after a long time of looking around...THERES NO ASIAN STORES!! I already bought the rice cooker and there was a no refund policy...so now I’m stuck with a rice cooker and instant noodle bowls.
Before buying my rice cooker, I went to find my dorms...OMFG DARWIN IS MASSIVE....just no population lol. I took like 30mins just to find where brown precinct was which is where all the dorms are in. The moment i opened my dorm room I was shocked! It was like the worst place I could ever stay....it was so....DIRTY!! I spent the next 4 hours cleaning it up. Surprising the uni is 5mins walk from a shopping centre like Chadstone except its worse…there’s no arcade=NO DJ MAX TECHNICA=NO GHOST SQUAD= SHATTERED DARREN! After the cleaning I went to buy books. I got lost on the way back…CARRIED 20KGS WORTH OF BOOKS FOR 20MINS!!! Anyways after that map reading fail I went to visit my family friends house..or should I say mansion. It’s like a combo of the land area of Templestow, the river behind a house of Patterson Lakes, the metro and simple house design of beach side houses and the fame of suburbs such as Toorak. I wish I could stay here instead of the dorms because like if you drop one hair its SOOO visible… that’s how clean it is, lol. Has a massive swimming pool and I can fish crabs and fish on the backyard boat dock. Anyways the time ran out to awe at the house so I went to the wharf to have dinner and watch the sunset. It was beautiful as.....well I don't need to finish it. I’m trying to get a photobucket account up so everyone can see the pictures. After my slow dinner, I came back to the pool. To cool down from the heat…WHY DO I SWEAT FROM JUST WALKING FROM THE DOOR TO THE CAR!! Anyway now I’m crashing at their house for the night. Its getting pretty late so I’ll stop my rant now.

Cya tomorrows =]

No Regrets
DJ Long