Sunday, March 28, 2010

Last breath

Some alone time made me think about my future. What do I want to become? How will my future play out? Will I fall in darkness alone? Will I still be surrounded by everything that is close to me when I draw my last breath?
Maybe its just some time alone makes me bored and makes me think about all the possibilities I have. I have come to a conclusion and pretty much what went through my head is below the picture. Living a memorable and worthwhile life and on the drawing of my last breath, remember not the missed opportunities but reminisce on the times my hand brushed the sky.




I may not be good at English or writing poems but this is something I though is pretty good compared to everything else I have written...

We are born to only face death any minute. There is no information that substantiates there will be an afterlife waiting for us and there is nothing that proves we simply rot away and fade away like the memories of mortality. Death is inevitable. To keep us occupied from thinking such a cold thought, we work long hours in jobs we may not have a passion for so we can purchase nice items to compensate for our mortality. Something to make our life seem more enjoyable whilst at the same time, burying the unwanted thoughs deep down inside our hearts. As we draw our last breath, we will look back and think about the missed opportunities in our life and what we could of done if we lived to our full potential or accomplish something really worthwhile. Why lie to ourselves and say we have seized all opportunities that have drifted past us? Why don't we just take full control of our lives and unlock our full potential. Aiming high and reaching for the stars, isn't that what we really want to remember when we take our last breath?


No Regrets
DJ Long

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Loss of time

Holding onto the past is like,
Trying to hold onto water your with hands.
No
matter how hard you try,
It will slip through your grasp.





I feel as though there is not enough time for anything now. Time is being spent on going to lectures, studying, doing assignments, going to shops, cooking, cleaning up, laundry, gyming, prelecture reading, reading supplementary materials, going to swim for toning and sleeping. There is never enough time to do anything. Maybe its better for me to be away from Melbourne since I would never have the time needed to spend with friends or anyone in particular.

I guess once in a while is okay to sacrifice sleep. If anyone has yet to hear what happened Friday, well here's the story:

1. Went clubbing till 4:30am (Had 2 red Bulls...)
2. Maccas Run
3. Went to swim in the pool at 5am (Couldn't sleep with the red bulls still pumping)
4. Attempted to study at 7 (Epic Fail, mind was fatigued but body was on overdrive)
5. Went to outdoor waves pool in Darwin from 10am-6:30pm
6. Had dinner at 8pm
7. Went to watch movie but audio was down so Table tennis took over
8. Finished up at 1pm
9. Finally Slept at 2


It may seem like I'm pretty busy with my social life, but I guess that's what happens when you are mentally fatigued, haha. Won't be doing that anytime soon. Btw clubbing isnt that great lol

Hopefully I will have more posted up in the near future.
See you next time


No Regrets
DJ Long